hi dad,

i miss you.

haha

to put my life in simple song lyrics i think i would go with.....

"I'm a fucking fab bitch, haters you can kill yourself."

i thought it had a nice ring to it

To you, my incredibly rude friend..

i hate you.

I've fallen for your lyrics..

...

Dear Friend,

are you ready for another one of my rants? okay here goes...you are my best friend. and yet you are the most shallow, obnoxious, concieted person i know. i dont want to hear about you partying and the guys you hook up with anymore. im annoyed and you have turned into one of the girls that we always said we hated. you know the ones that all they talk about is hooking up with really hot guyS and partying every weekend. dont get me wrong im down for some fun but you have taken it to the next level. you lie all the time you hook up with random guys you dont know and brag like hell. i feel like your ugly friend that guys talk to so they can get to you. and you know thats true. i have tried to find you guys because you ask me to and i find guys that are too good for you but you are never satisfied because you dont think they are gorgeous. you dont even take the time out to get to know the poor guys. im so done trying to defend you and listen to your dumb stories that make me feel like shit. im done feel like shit because of you.

from this point on i wont acknowledge your stupid stories and im going to be working on me and whats best for me. you are my friend but im sorry you are a bad friend to me. all you do is use me so you can go out without your parents knowing. you walk out of my house looking like you have no clothes on and dont give a shit about my curfew which gets ME in trouble..not that you care.

im so sick of giving and giving and giving and never recieving. i let you stay at my house all the time because i have a later curfew and in return i get in trouble because you want to get fucking doughnuts and make me late for curfew. thanks.

im constantly compared to you and you know it. you know you are prettier than me, smarter than me, and half the guys we know talk to me to get you. you know this. and still when i like a guy you have to like him and kiss him at fucking hooka bars and be shady. im so sick of finding perfect guys for your overly cocky mindset and you ALWAYS finding something wrong with them because they arent hot enough for you because you "can get any guys you want and you are hot." im done. im over you. im over everyone that screws me over. its my turn to worry about me and not give a shit about anyone else but me. its time for me to be as selfish as you always have been.

thanks for being such a great friend.