been all by myself for a while now. kind of hate it. i feel like aloser for not beng in school and not having a job and my mother doesnt seem to make it any easier. in fact her solution is just to yell. yelling at me for no reason. for taking her shoes..which i didnt. for taking her brush..which i didnt. for putting her money in her bag..and she couldnt find it so of course i must have taken it. for not taking the dogs on a walk fast enough. she decided to do that one right in front of brooklyn. brooklyn has seen me get in trouble before but this time was just embaressing. out of the blue. i was crying so hard i couldnt breath. i hate feeling like this. feel like shes just pushing me away and doing everything her mother did to her. i dont like being a loser. i dont like being alone. i miss how things were.
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